So.. I seriously can't do this.
As you all know, I suffer from several forms of anxiety and depression. I have been diagnosed with Bi Polar 2 disorder, and I suffer from MPD (Multiple Personality Disorder). With a mixture of all that and the stress in my life, I am officially losing it.
I've been blogging for about 9-10 months now. It's been great. However, I've been taken advantage of, and I think things may have to come to an end.
Do I want to quit blogging? No way. I love my blog, and I love talking to MOST of you threw email and such. However, some how, my blog seems to be the biggest stress factor in my life right now. I just go through the hardest time in my life. I guess some of you thought it would be the perfect time to take advantage of me and the situation. However, I have a few amazing bloggers friends that really care about me, and were helping look after things for me.
Now I have to moderate comments, and that has officially ended any hope I had of ever getting caught up, and getting things back on track. Normally, I wake up and I have about 6 new pages of emails that I have to go through ( That was too much already, but I managed). Guess what? Today I wake up and I have over 18 new pages of email. So, thats it. For the time being, I am done. I couldn't handle the emails I was already getting; I couldn't keep up, and now there is no way I'll be able to. The giveaways that are posted will continue and they will end on the allotted times.
If you have any suggestions, about how to handle this, and get things back on track, then please let me know. But if I continue to get over 18 NEW pages of email everyday then there is no way I can do it. I'm sorry to everyone. I know I've probably let a lot of you down. I really was trying to do a good thing. However, now I am crying my eyes out, and I don't feel like I should have to endure this.
To the cheaters: You've helped ruin a good thing. I hope you are happy. And (you all know who you are) I am still hoping for an apology. However, I am assuming you won't give one, and I am ok with that. Whatever.
If you've sent me an email, I am sorry; It will probably take me several hours to even find it.
Hopefully things will change. But between working 6 days a week, dealing with my family, and this, I just can't do it right now.
Like I said, hopefully things can go back at some point, but for now, who knows.
Take Care everyone, and have a happy happy holiday season.