I am so glad I have Aaron in my life.
I have been treating him so rudely.. Do any of you have the issue, where when your really going through a lot, you always seem to have an attitude? Thats what I've had lately. Seriously, I snap at every little thing.
I wanted to give you all an update..
Your not going to believe this.. But things have actually gotten worse. Please don't let me scare you. It's not my grandpa.. It's an issue I'm having now..
So guess what happened? Well, about 2 months ago I chipped one of my back molars (teeth). For the past 2 weeks my tooth has been killing me! The thing that sucks is that my mom has no Dental Insurance.. She worked something out with a local Dentist though. He's willing to "work" with her on payments. So today I go (after being in.. O..M..G.. Some of the worst pain I've ever had in my life) to the Dentist. He tells me that I have a previous filling actually protruding into the nerve of my tooth. He tells me that I have 2 options.. I can get it pulled or I can get a root canal and have it filled. Of course, I don't want to pull a tooth.. The tooth is #31, and the dentist said it's an "important" tooth, and it wouldn't be such a great idea to have it pulled. So I really don't want to have it pulled.. So he tells me I have to go to a Endodontist. Why? Because of course.. They don't do root canals there. So we call around.. and there isn't even one Endodontist willing to work out a payment plan with my mom.. They are expecting us to pay $1,050, up front. PFT. Do you know how high our medical bills are right now? We can barley even pay for groceries.. let alone a tooth.. Fortunately the Dentist realized that I am in a ton of pain, and he gave me.. a whopping 16 pain killers.. I mean.. it's better then nothing.. But I have no clue what I'm going to do about this tooth once those 16 are gone..
We've already tried applying for Care Credit.. and of course.. No luck.. We were denied (We had applied previously, when my dog was sick)
So.. I am assuming the pain pills will last for like 5 days. (I take them once every 6 hours, as needed) So I figure 3 a day..so yeah.. Like 5 days. So I guess I'll have 5 days of no pain.. And then.. Who knows.. My moms going to call every Endodontist she can find.. and.. I really hope she can find one.. Who knows.. maybe I'll get lucky..and I'll find $2000.00 or something.. ha..Right now I'm trying to sell a lot of my old things on Ebay.. LOL. I've gotten like $80.00 so far.. I mean.. That's better then nothing.. But not really helping with much >.<. I've also wanted to have a garage sale.. But I live in a gated community.. and the jerks "The association" won't let you have one.. So I'm stuck there too..
But enough about my problems..
Grandpa is doing good. He went in this past Monday for a Biopsy. He'll find out the results of that on April 22nd. Depending on where the Cancer started from.. They MAY (And this is a BIG MAY) be able to do something.. They more then likely aren't going to be able to completely rid him of the Cancer..BUT they may be able to slow it down.. and who knows.. Maybe there will be a miracle. I pray every day and night.. There is a little light at the end.. Who knows.. there is a small chance that he could be ok! The chance is very very slim.. but I'm holding on tight to the small chance! I love grandpa so much, and I am really bonding with him right now.
Well.. That about all the info I have for you right now.. If/When I find out more info, I will of course update all of you..
I also wanted to let everyone know that I am still working on emailing a lot of you back. I have already replied to a few of you, but I am still working on replying to a lot of you. So please, don't think I've forgotten about you, because I haven't :)
And one last thing.. I wanted to let you all know that I am working on a review and giveaway post tonight.. So I should have it up a little later tonight, so all of you can enter.
Anyways.. I'll keep you all informed.
I wanted to tell you all that there was a little bit of happiness for me this week.. I got my first.. oh.. and last.. paycheck from Subway. (Yes, due to the circumstances I am going through, I was unable to continue working at Subway. It was hard.. But I did enjoy working there.. and I was sad I had to leave..)
Well.. the good news.. Is that I got a camera! I finally got a new Digital Camera! It's great, and I love it! I've taken like 6billion and 1 pictures :) It's a Canon PowerShot A2200. It was a gift from Aaron. I payed for the warranty, and he got me the camera. It means so much to me, that he got me this great gift, just because. He knows how hard things are for me right now.. and it was just his way of saying "Hey, I care, and I love you." So I'll be having a LOT more pictures.. Very soon :)