Before I start.. I know what your thinking.. What's up with the picture of the house? Well, to be honest.. not much, really. That was my old house.. My grandpa, my great grandpa and his friends all built it.. I miss is so much :(. It was just so beautiful. It was like a dream house :)
I decided to go through some old pictures that we had.. I thought I'd do a little blast from the past thing..
Here's a picture of me and my grandma (I was a baby obviously lol) on a New Jersey Beach (Wildwood)
So again, anyways lol ( I get side tracked way to easy) I am so so nervous. MY nerves are eating me alive :(
I don't know if I told you all this.. But I am starting College on June 27th (OMG. That's this month! D:!) Well.. Tomorrow I am going to go take my CPT (college placement test) and then after that I'm not really sure.. I guess I won't know the next steps until after I take it. I think after I take it I'll see a advisor? Hopefully, because I really need advised on what to do next! I'm freaking out! I've been trying to study.. But to be honest.. I never studied in high school.. Everything I knew pretty much just came to me.. except math.. I suck at math. I tried and tried to study it.. But the nerves aren't helping! How can I remember math when I have so much going on? I hope I don't fail the math portion :(. I'm not worried about English and Reading, because those are my strong suites. I have honors English and stuff.. so I'm not worried about that at all.. But I just can't get my mind off the math. And it's not helping with grandpa hounding me. He's curious and I know.. But every single time I walk by him he wants to talk about it.. How's studying? What are you studying? How longs the test? I'm sorry grandpa, but I don't need any reminders.. trust me.. I'm thinking about it enough! It really stinks, because I've been trying to spend as much time as possible by him, but he's driving me crazy with all of his questions :( I've just been staying in my room like 24/7. I've got too many nerves to write a real post.. But I have an amazing giveaway planned for Friday night, or Saturday morning.
I really hope I do good.. and I really can't wait until this test is over. I also can't wait until I actually start..Everyone keeps telling me, it's flys by, and once you get started it's not that bad.. Well I'm realy hoping everyones right.. Because if I have these nerves everyday, I'll end up having a heart attack :(!